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“Heavy” from a first point of view

In an interview with Kiese Laymon at the Chicago Humanities Festival, Laymon discusses the book with the interviewer in front of an audience. This interview was recorded as a video and posted on YouTube by the Chicago Humanities Festival account labeled Kiese Laymon: Heavy. Throughout the interview Laymon is asked specific questions that help the readers understand why he wrote the book, the style that he wrote the book in, who he is writing the book for, and the reason behind the book  being called Heavy. Kiese also talks about the rigorous process of writing the book because he had put his family and himself in a difficult position to be honest with the public. At some point he reads an excerpt from the book which was very emotional for him because it talks about him stealing food and his mom not questioning how he got it but thanking him for it. Based on his reaction in the video, I believe this was an important moment in the interview because we see the impact it has on him. I find this source to be extremely reliable because it is a primary source since Kiese, the author himself, is explaining the book. Since the interview is also shown on camera we see how he expresses himself talking about certain moments in the book which helps the audience see the authenticity of the book and the true emotion behind it. 

YouTube. (2018). Kiese Laymon: Heavy. YouTube. Retrieved September 13, 2021, from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qm_lJD-Iybg. 

Kiese Laymon on Heavy

In a reading done by Politics and Prose, Kiese Laymon reads an excerpt from his book Heavy. Kiese Laymon himself read excerpts from his books and answer questions from the audience at his reading. In the reading, he read an excerpt about his experience dating a white girl when he was a senior in high school. He is honest when recounting how his mother, being deeply disapproved, berates and beats him for being in such a relationship. When asked by the audience if Laymon likes his mother, he responds, “… I do not like the fact that sometimes my mom beat and abuse me under the auspice of trying to stop me from getting beaten and abused by white people… I do like my mom but like every child in this nation, some days I don’t like some of the things my mama has done to herself or to me.” Laymon also does not shy away from the fact that he was also guilty of following his mother’s footsteps in his romantic relationship, even though he abused in a different way. I really appreciated that Laymon was extremely honest in his memoir. He recognizes and vocalizes the flaws of people he loved and himself. Yet, he still loves them and works to reconcile those flaws. 

Laymon, K. [Politics and Prose]. (2018, December 18). Kiese Laymon, “Heavy: An American Memoir” [Video]. YouTube. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fw2k_60xb-c&t=253s

NPR Interview with Jaquaria Diaz

In New Memoir ‘Ordinary Girls,’ Jaquira Díaz Searches For Home, an interview with Steve Inskeep, first heard on Morning Edition is a National Public Radio (NPR) interview created for radio and edited for the web. This interview elaborates on author Jaquaria Díaz’s life, including the hardships and traumatic experiences she endured in her childhood and eventually overcame. When asked about returning home to El Caserío after all the author has gone through, she mentioned that a local boy told her she did not belong. She agreed that she didn’t belong, and this signifies her acceptance of her newfound stability.  It was interesting to hear a selection of Ordinary Girls read aloud in the author’s voice. I have deemed this source reliable, as it passes the CRAAP test. The interview is from October 29, 2019, but my topic does not require recent information. NPR is considered reputable as it is a large nonprofit with fact checkers, and since this interview is with a primary source, the author,  this interview is credible. 

Inskeep, S. (2019, October 29). In new Memoir ‘ordinary Girls,’ Jaquira Díaz searches for home. NPR. Retrieved September 14, 2021, from https://www.npr.org/2019/10/29/774306278/jaquira-d-az-on-her-memoir-ordinary-girls.

https://www.npr.org/2019/10/29/774306278/jaquira-d-az-on-her-memoir-ordinary-girls

A glimpse into Heavy

The youtube video “kiese Laymon,’Heavy: an American memoir’’’ is a video documentation of a book meet up. In this meet up Laymon reads the chapter of his book titled contractions. This chapter discusses topics such as how race affected a relationship and family dynamic, abuse as a copping mechanism because of racial abuse.Once the out loud read is finished the audience proceeds to ask Laymon various questions. These questions led Laymon to respond to matters such as vulnerability, practices, and the difference between presence and love. This source helps me understand why the memoir is titled heavy. Based on one of the questions Laymons states that the title heavy js because wants to feel heavier with hard conversations he is having. I know this source is reliable because of authority, all the video was not published by Laymon, the video is a documentation of an interview of Laymon about his memoir Heavy.

Laymon, K. (2018, December 19). Kiese Laymon, “HEAVY: An American MEMOIR”. YouTube. Retrieved September 14, 2021, from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fw2k_60xb-c&t=253s.

Inside “Ordinary Girls”

The article I read gives a quick glance deep dive of the book “Ordinary Girls” by Jaquira Diaz. Essentially, it gives a summary of the book, but only skimming the surface. Giving an overview of her life in Puerto Rico and then explaining why she moved to Miami Beach, the article also names Diaz’s accomplishments and awards she won. I know this source is reliable because it is from a publishing house (Kirkus Media LLC). The article is a review of the book, and it seems neutral, not leaning towards one bias or another, which also adds to its reliability. It passes the CRAAP test because it is current (written in 2019), speaks only about the book and the author, and comes from a respectable source (Kirkus Reviews found on Gale Academic OneFile).

“Heavy” by Kiese Laymon

The source I used in this assignment was from the “National Public Radio” website where writer Martha Ann Toll wrote about Kiese Laymon’s book “Heavy”. The title of this review is called “‘Heavy’ Brilliantly Renders The Struggle to Become Fully Realized”. The genre of this source was a review of Kiese Laymon’s memoir. This source helped me grasp a better understanding on the book I intend to read for this class. The source summarizes most of the struggles Laymon has faced and has put in his book. It talks about growing up with a single mother who was obsessed in making her son highly educated and would beat him throughout his childhood. It also discusses Laymon’s struggle with being overweight at a young age. However most importantly it is about Laymon becoming a man and battling through racism and abuse during his life and using that as fuel to become a better writer. I trusted this sources reliability as it comes from a trusted website in the “NPR’. Also the author makes her own summary and even puts several excerpts from the book and elaborates on them with added knowledge.

Link: https://www.npr.org/2018/10/17/657824190/heavy-brilliantly-renders-the-struggle-to-become-fully-realized

Toll, M. A. (2018, October 17). ‘Heavy’ brilliantly renders the struggle to become fully realized. NPR. Retrieved September 14, 2021, from https://www.npr.org/2018/10/17/657824190/heavy-brilliantly-renders-the-struggle-to-become-fully-realized. 

Meredith Talusan’s Transitions

In an online magazine, published by a Slate assistant producer for podcasts named Madeline Ducharme, she interviewed Meredith Talusan about her book “Fairest.” Tausan speaks out that being known as this ‘freak’ as a kid for not looking Filipino, has been an advantage to her but has also damaged her. Since she was judged by the way she looked, it gave her courage to embrace herself and accept who she really was to show everyone she didn’t care, though it was a painful journey at the same time. As she mentions, in her memoir she felt pressure by thinking that she needed her book to be trans-related because that’s what people were more interested in. However, she ended up not falling for it and wrote about most of the transitions she went through in her life, not just about becoming trans. For example, her transition from being a rural to an urban person, or from being poor to being in a relationship with someone rich.This interview really opened my eyes further about Talusan’s book because it talks about her experience in general and the different struggles she went through. Using the CRAAP test, I was able to find this source reliable since it was posted a year ago, and the information said in this magazine was edited in order for readers to truly understand Talusan’s responses.

Ducharme, M. (2020, May 26). Do queer memoirs have to be political? Slate Magazine. Retrieved September 13, 2021, from https://slate.com/human-interest/2020/05/meredith-talusan-fairest-memoir-interview.html.

Getting To Know Jaquira Diaz

In June 2020, Jaquira Diaz published an article, “America Is in Crisis. But Some of Us Have Never Known Anything Different.” In the beginning of this article Diaz gives a first-hand account of getting pulled over by a police officer as a woman of color. She explains that her fear of police is rooted in her childhood. She says, “we learned to avoid them, and when we saw them, to hold out loved ones close.” She then talks about what it is like being a part of the LBTQ community and the difficulty of simultaneously navigating her race and sexuality. She has struggled with finding a community that accepts her as a Black Puerto Rican woman and a member of the LGBTQ community. In terms of the relevance of this piece, Diaz gives information about her background and life which aligns with my purpose of finding information that will expand my understanding of her work. Therefore, this source is reliable. 

Díaz, J. (2020, June 25). America is in CRISIS. that’s not new for many of us. Time. Retrieved September 13, 2021, from https://time.com/5859204/america-in-crisis/. 

Understanding Jaquira Diaz

“I Avoided Facing My Mental Illness for Decades. The Pandemic Changed That” by Jaquira Diaz is the article I found that helped me expand my understanding of who she is. This article is a narrative autobiography about Diaz’s mental health and how she was confronted with it due to being quarantined. In this piece Diaz talks about her first episode of substance-induced psychosis. It was during her mid-20’s when her father and her stepmother found her experiencing paranoid delusions, she believed that someone tried to poison her and that they were after her. After being taken to the doctors, Diaz went through more hallucinations and had to be sedated. She started writing Ordinary Girls soon after this episode, due to her getting the treatment that she needed. Writing about her previous obstacles in the memoir actually contributed to Diaz finding herself again. Throughout reading this article, I got to grasp the significance of the mental experiences Diaz has been through and how it’s what builds her writing. Her ability to write is what truly helps Diaz find herself and meaning to keep living. I believe this is a reliable source because it is written directly by Jaquira Diaz and was published recently in March of this year. 

Díaz, J. (2021, March 3). I Avoided Facing My Mental Illness for Decades. The Pandemic Changed That. Time. from https://time.com/5942112/mental-illness-covid-19-jaquira-diaz/.

Kiese Laymon’s Heavy

Throughout the video Kiese Laymon | Heavy: An American Memoir, Laymon reads a chapter from his book Heavy. He describes the chapter as being a very emotional one, and what he reads delves into the relationship with his mother and other things, such as self image. During questioning he explains why he wrote the book as a letter to his mother and also the purpose of Heavy as a means of talking about love. Through watching this video, I came to understand why he titled his memoir heavy. It speaks about difficult subjects, but he also mentioned how he wanted to feel “heavier” which I took to mean that he wanted to feel substantive by writing to his mom and speaking to the audience with his writing. It served as motivation for him. I think that this source is reliable because it is a video of Laymon himself reading and speaking about Heavy. It serves as an informative source for people who have read or are planning to read the memoir, and it allows people to hear from the author himself.

Strand Book Store. (2018, October 31). Kiese Laymon | Heavy: An American Memoir [Video]. YouTube. https://youtu.be/_w7xkpQnr24